Day 9/365 -- Marvin The Martian Shirt

This is my very first Looney Tunes shirt. I think I had this when I was in 3rd year highschool (?), as far as I remember. lol :) I remember buying this for New Year. You know, red is lucky as they say. So yea, and I don't have a particular favorite cartoon character, so at that time, I just decided to make Marvin The Martian my favorite cartoon character. haha :)

It was pretty special to me, but now I just use it as a home shirt. hihihi. Feels good tho. :)

Putting My Heart On My Sleeve

It's cliché. And I just experienced the heart-pounding agitation of it.

It was my vulnerability at its finest. Whoa! It was like debating whether to lay everything down or not, or even just half of it. Or to say it indirectly and just let the person find out what you mean, or do the reverse psychology, hoping they will get what you mean. I don't think the latter part really explains it, but whatever. Personally, I do that sometimes. haha :) But it's kind of a defense, you know. It's a technique when you're not so sure, or when you are not ready. It is to save yourself from bigger disappointments.

So back to the "putting my heart on my sleeve" moment. We talked again, like always. And yes, I was being a marshmallow. I don't think it was bad at all. It was just a bit risky -- risky in a way that I am not really sure what would his response be and where would the conversation go, though we both have an idea about each other. Still, I came to a point of fast heartbeats and very active brain cells. haha :P I didn't really lay everything down. I didn't really say the exact words that were on my mind, but it was sort of close, I'd say. I think I was quite in the safe zone. Again, not bad. Not bad at all.

And I quote him, "kung di man ikaw, ikaw parin."

And I hope, always. *fingers crossed*

Day 8/365 -- Weird CD-R

So I finally found my pictures last 2 summers ago. hahaha :) They were in this cd. It was weird because I tried checking out this cd like since last year and when I tried it on my computer, it didn't have anything. Idk what came to me, and I tried it on my mom's computer and everything showed up. (this means we need some gadget update lol)

So I feel fat now. -_____________- hahaha :) Because I realized my body looked better 2 summers ago than the present. I want it back! hahahaha :)

Happy. Just happy.

So he got the stuffs I got him as some sort of a "present", finally. hehe :) Because he kept on asking me about what did I get and whatnots ever since I told him I'm gonna give him something. And I'm like, can't you just wait? haha :) I mean, it's not annoying, it's just ofcourse I wouldn't tell you what I got for you, that's why it's called a "present". Well, for the most part it's more of like a "requested present". haha :) whatever.

So yea, he got everything. And when I woke up, I received messages from him which were kinda funny in a sense, but I really felt that the sincerity was there and that he was totally happy. He was even saddened by my letter, although I know that what I wrote was kinda crappy coz at that time I didn't have much to tell because we talk almost everyday and if not, very frequent. So I was like, I don't know what to write. Ha! But yea, he told me he's really happy. And how I wish I could've been the one who gave it to him.

I feel happy, too. Happy that I was able to make him happy with the simple things I gave, and that he appreciated my simple efforts. It made me wanna hug him and kiss him and tell him that I know one day, we'll have our chance. Our own chance. Our second shot where everything else would be better.

I can't wait to see him again. :)

Day 7/365 -- KitKat

Yes, I am a chocoholic. Guilty about that. :)

I bought this yesterday. I am not really a fan of KitKat, because I always had the small ones. You know, the 2-piece ones? And they don't really taste that good to me. Not until my co-worker shared with me a piece from a large one, which was the dark chocolate version, and I was like, "Oh my gahd it tastes sooo good!". I don't know if I was just starving at that time, which I think I wasn't. But yea, it was really good. I mean the dark chocolate version, and I also mean the large version of KitKat. :)

So yea, I bought this yesterday. I was surprised to see a King Size version. It was 2 large KitKats in one package. It was soooooooo good! :) I still have 2 pieces. I am really enjoying it. It wasn't dark chocolate, though, but still. :)

I will get the dark one next time. :)

Day 6/365 -- iTunes

Sooooooooooo. I went out again with my brother today, since my parents were also out doing errands and stuffs. I am supposed to buy a new pair of bikinis, since it's out season and for sure may be on clearance or at a cheaper price. :) Because I have this idea of collecting a pair each year. But, unfortunately, I didn't find anything good. I'd prolly go back 2 weeks from now.

What I did was I bought myself a $15 iTunes gift card. It's been a long while since I bought songs from iTunes. And now I am so excited to end my day, go to bed and just relax with the new songs I purchased.

And I am so happy that I am doing this blog earlier than the previous ones. I should do this more often. I mean, blogging on an early time. haha :)

Day 5/365 -- Enchanted by Taylor Swift

"This night is sparkling, don't you let it go

I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

This night is flawless, don't you let it go

I'm wonder-struck, dancing around all alone

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

I was enchanted to meet you"

I am very kilig with this song. On note, I discovered it today! Ha! :)

Let's admit it. She (Taylor Swift) is really talented and all that. She is actually pretty good at what she's doing. Her songs are simple, but very meaningful. It's very straight forward. There's always a story. And that's what I like about it.

When I first heard this song, the first thing I remember was when we first "hanged-out". Idk. It was just fun, and happy, and cool. Like we spent our moments apart then in a certain way that we are able to just be ourselves and enjoy each other's company for the first time. It was actually very sweet. :)

And everything else followed... :)

"Please don't be inlove with someone else.

Please don't have somebody waiting on you."

Obviously, I love quoting this song. I love how it brings the kilig vibes. :">