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"My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again."

Day 4/365 -- Park Benches

My brother and I went to the park this morning, just across the alley. How wonderful is that? :) Well, if only that park is more like a "park", I would probably go there everyday. I don't know. It's just too plain and quite small.

But yea, once in a while, going out, walking around, feeling the heat of the sun on a winter morning feels real good. And I brought my iPod, too. Music brings a little more awesomeness into something. :)

Park bench. There's something about a park bench. It is pretty amazing. When it's empty on a cold winter day, it seems sad. When a person sits, looking around, it may mean that s/he is waiting for someone -- patience and hope. When two people are talking happily, it means bliss -- obvious. When two strangers share a bench, it may mean that in those spaces between them, something may emerge -- a friendship, maybe. Or even something deeper than that. (you know, just like in the movies! hahaha :P)

I just think that every little thing represents something. Just like every other people have their own stories to tell. What's your story? :)

Me? On that bench? Looks like I'm waiting. And probably, hoping. :)

Day 3/365 -- Bieber-ish Crush (?)

I am not really stalking, right? haha :) But whatever. So the story goes like this.

I'm not aware that we have a cute korean/chinese/asian neighbor (sorry, he looks korean to me but I am not so sure what asian race he is) not until I saw him like several days back. I was waiting outside my house for my friend to pick me up when I noticed there were 2 boys at the playground. One was trying to do stunts on his skateboard, and the other was on his bike. He was the one on bike. I knew he was a neighbor because I saw him enter a house across mine. He looks really cute. I mean, you know asian people. :) So yea, since then, whenever I hear some skateboard noise, I knew that they're at the park.

I took this picture later this afternoon. :) I don't know. There's something with asian boys. Okay wait, I think he is just 14 or 15? hahahaha :) I know. That's why I put the title "Bieber-ish Crush" because he is like as cute as Justin Bieber, and as young as well. So this is just something that catches my attention. So back on track, there's something about asian boys. I mean, their looks. Whenever I see him right across my house, I feel like I can watch him practice on his bike forever. Weird. haha :) Idk. It's his face maybe. He is so fair with dark hair and thin lips and very cute eyes! :)

He is just so cute! Too bad he's too young for me. hahahaha jk :P

Day 2/365 -- Rain

I just googled this image. I was too lazy to take a picture from outside.

It was raining a little hard today. I love the rain. I mean, light-to-moderate kind of rain. But at times it's just a little weird to me. Like whenever I wanna go somewhere and it's raining, I feel disappointed. Like I wanna do something but I can't just because of the rain.

But rain is good, though. Makes the grass greener, flowers to bloom. Makes your window look a little bit more dramatic, and artsy (just like the photo). Rains like these are music to my ears. :) It has something to tell. Something more than waters falling from above. Sometimes it may say loneliness, sadness. But sometimes it also reminds you of something special. A memory, maybe.

I like the rain. Do you? :)

Roaming and Whatnots.

I was pretty worried about this. Last night, 2324 sent me a message, which happened to be 2 days in a row now, saying that my Zero-Balance thing may expire within 48 hours. And to prevent that from happening, my partner sim in Philippines must reload or at most, make a call. I don't get it. It's been almost 2 years and it's only now that I am receiving these kind of messages.

So even though I am quite annoyed with this cute guy, I texted him saying my concerns and stuff. Idk. I thought he was mad at me about something very shallow, but then he was acting like I am the one being immature. Oh, boys. So yea, he was just being cool and supportive and told me not to worry. It was pretty nice. :) I like it when he cares. And that when I ask him for a favor, though it is a very simple one, I love how he makes me feel that it is cool, and that he's gonna do it. That it is no biggie. I like that about him.

As I woke up in the middle of the night, I heard my phone sound. Well, I don't know. Whenever I sleep in my brother's/parents' room, I can't quite fulfill my sleeping time. I always have to wake up in the middle of the night. I don't hate it, though. But it feels real weird to me. So yea, I received a couple of texts from him saying he can't go through the line and all that stuff and that he'll try to do the chat thing over Globe's website. I can feel that he was bothered about it. I would be, too. And I feel like I put a bit of a weight over his shoulders.

So I tried the chat thing just 30 minutes ago. And all is clear now. :)
I just love it when people cares. It means a lot to me.

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Day 1/365

This would be my Day 1 Photo. Lame, I know. :p Idk. I'm not really in the mood to go out today. I mean, my mom and brother went out early this morning to just walk around and feel the sun. Me? I stayed home, even feeling a little grumpy because my mom insisted me to join. I took a bath and decided that I would take some pictures of myself. I call it Pictorial. hahaha :)

Well, I haven't done it in a while so, yea. I observed that I look a little paler. That's me without anything on my face. I mean, I don't wear makeup everyday, unless needed like at work, etc. But whenever I go out I always put eyeliner on because it makes my eyes a bit more alive. So yea, I feel like I got a little paler. And that maybe because I just recovered from a flu. Yea, that's it.

So, I hope I can do and finish this Project 365 together with my Mare. :) This will be fun, I bet.

Best of 2011 to everyone! :)

My New Year

Hello, 2011! You're just passing me by. I mean, January 1.

So at the moment, I am feeling pretty irritated with some people. There's this man who is just plain annoying whenever he gets annoyed for some freakkkin shallow reasons. And there's this guy who acts immaturely at times he gets into my nerves. I don't know. Ever since I feel like people my age, especially people over my age, should be well acquainted with the world and its unpleasant surprises, I expect a little bit more about them tolerating unfortunate and frustrating circumstances. Am I expecting too much from people? No. Yes, maybe. But it's because I know that they're capable of doing so. They can act completely normal and more appropriate for their ages, if only they understand more of life.

Sigh. Enough of this.

I will start blogging again. I will do Project 365, and all other extra stuffs whenever I feel like it. I am determined to complete it! :)

With this, I can say I'm starting all over again. :)